Shadows of the Upper Level

**Shadows from the Second Floor**

When Nina stepped into the courtyard with her suitcase, everything felt unfamiliar—even the chipped bench by the entrance where she’d sat for years. That bench had seen her wave her daughter off to school, stitch napkins for neighbours, and watch snowflakes swirl under the streetlamp. The building was the same, the pavement still cracked near the drain, and pigeons still rummaged by the bins as if time had stood still. But inside her, everything had shifted. The familiar had turned distant, cold, as if it belonged to someone else.

Her husband had left three years ago. Just said, *“I’m tired”* and walked out—no shouting, no slamming doors, like he’d popped out for cigarettes and vanished into the night. Her daughter moved to Manchester, got married, then divorced, and now called once a month with the same clipped reassurance: *“Mum, I’m fine, don’t worry.”* Nina had worked in the archives until the department closed—*“digitisation,” “downsizing,”* words that sounded like sentences. Her memory for old records, her meticulous notes, suddenly meant nothing in this brisk, unfeeling world.

Alone, she tried to keep going. She filled the flat with plants—first a spider plant, then geraniums, until the windowsill drowned in green. Joined a yoga class, though she hated stretching—just stood in poses, feeling her body still alive. Bought trainers for walks, managed the park twice, but mostly remembered an old woman dropping a water bottle, the spill like a tear on the path. Tried online dating, but after *“show us your legs, love,”* deleted the app and swore off messaging altogether.

Then the flat upstairs changed hands. The elderly neighbour had died, the family sold it fast, and new tenants moved in. A young couple. But strange. Their lights glowed evenings, yet no sound escaped—no footsteps, no chatter, no creaking furniture. Nina caught herself pausing by her own door, straining to hear. Always silence. Thick, unnatural, like someone had muted the world just before the curtain rose.

One night, she saw her. The woman from upstairs. Barefoot on the balcony in a thin nightgown, staring into the empty courtyard. Not smoking, not moving—just watching. Her face was chalk-white, hair hanging like shadows. Three in the morning. A chill crawled down Nina’s spine—not fear, but something deeper, like a whisper from the dark. By morning, the flat door stood ajar. A heavy smell seeped out—burnt dust and something indescribable, as if the walls were exhaling secrets.

Nina climbed the stairs. Knocked. Silence. Her pulse hammered, but she didn’t back down. No answer. She called the neighbourhood officer, then the police. They arrived quiet, like they knew there was no hurry. Found the woman—in the armchair, facing the window. Staring at nothing. No tears, no words. Doctors called it a breakdown, burnout. Her husband? Gone. No note, no trace. Neighbors acted like he’d never existed.

After that, Nina couldn’t settle. The house felt alien, its rhythms rewritten. As if something had woken, reshuffling shadows, blurring lines between *here* and *there*. Things started vanishing—first from the landing, then her flat. Keys, an old brooch, letters from her daughter, a postcard from a friend. Like the house was taking them, gently, without malice, as if they mattered more to it.

Now here she stood with her suitcase, ready to flee to her brother’s. Just for a bit. Every instinct resisted, but sense insisted: *Go.* She stepped out, eased the door shut, crossed the courtyard. Then—*damn it*—she’d left the keys on the table.

Back she went. Up the stairs. Her door was slightly open. She *knew* she’d locked it. Her hand hovered on the knob. Her heart raced like it wanted out. A thought flickered: *What if someone’s been waiting for you to leave?*

She stepped inside. In the hallway stood a suitcase. Not hers. Similar, but new, gleaming, with a tag. Beside it, a note:

*“I thought I’d run too. I stayed. Don’t make my mistake.”*

No signature. Just that smell—the one from upstairs. Dry, like a forgotten well.

Nina walked out. Left the suitcase. Sat on the bench. Watched the sun sink behind grey tower blocks, slow, like it was giving her time.

Then she stood. And for the first time in years, she left. Not *for a bit*. Not *later*. Not just the flat—but the trap the house had woven around her.

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